just ignore and let this one die

nooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

Got it. Thanks.

I am all for more research.

hard to share though when no one sees it cus no one scrolls back to read LOL

ok so... since we are ignoring the let it die a second time around

I will post the link to the vid on youtube, be kind remember it si my first real attempt at this stuff (looking for feedback suggestions etc)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TVi-grUGoSQ

I loved the stills of you in your clothes - I only sort of liked the dancing cuz it did not always seem to flow with the beat of the music. Overall, I think it was really good.

yeah I was mainly just looking for something to put in there

got an idea for something a little later, that will involve mainly stills

thanks for letting me know what you think

I have thought about doing some with voice overs as ads, describing the items and such

maybe even hie models to do the shots (hire as in they get the outfit for free) I can not afford to pay ppl yet

Rha, I liked the vid...I looked at it earlier today when I was at work, but then those meanies at work made me actually, gasp, *work*, so I didn't get a chance to comment. If I had to make any suggestion, it would be that part where your avatar is dancing might go a tad too long...And I see you wore our pretty shoes, too!

yeah I realized it went too long as well but just learned after the fact how to split and shorten the video part LOL

oh I will be making more and putting them on my blog


(yeah I went and got a blog, well have had it awhile just never used it LOL)

it is fun and I guess that is what counts

and I LOVE THOSE SHOES

sometimes I just sit there and stare at my toes... I so wish I could wiggle them,,,, I would sooooo do that (maybe I should suggest to the creator to make a wiggle script for themLOL

If I had prim toe maps I would sooo be making those kind of shoes

That is cool and very clever idea about using stills displaying things you make Rha.
I was having a daydream earlier about something similar but I don't have the skills or patience.
I have been experimenting with new idea myself not sure though if anyone will understand or get the dark corners of my mind so its mainly for myself.
I am trying to do dungeon tree with tortured souls trapped within the bark.

Ok threadies - after 10:00 now and my alarm goes off at 4:45, so I'm sending myself to bed.

Sweet dreams to all.

Good night, Lil, and I am headed to bed, too.

Sweet dreams, all. Get some rest. Tomorrow is a big day!

that will be interesting to see when you get it done

I liked messing with the video, I also thought about doing a fashion show, would need a few girls and practice before hand, or do it myself in bits and pieces... complete with a short walk spin turn walk back to show each outfit

was actually easier than I thought it would be

now if I can ever get sam working on my PC again, I can start DJing again, got the club up and ready

Sweet dreams Little..

night lil and maureen

sleep well

Each image will have story of how they became a part of the tree dungeon.
I ran into Infinity in one of my alts first Linden I have ever talked to in world.
I had nice discussion with her and shared one of the first tree images called
Screaming Man wood.
Image is below.
I think the idea is super cool if you want a temporary girl I can change genders and do have female skins,etc.
I use female skins for design experiments.
Anyway the image is a part of tree. Just not sure how to do the roots and have images blend naturally with people within them.

It was not my intention to make it seem I was leaving- I am just so annoyed with me I guess. It is frustrating - tonight I am ranting at SL and photos etc-

I have a store- I want pix - Steely was kind enough to take time out of his life to take photos of me posing. But it will be a day or so before he gets back to me with them- I understand- the man does have a life but I need them now- therefore I need t be responsible for them and SL is screwing the ones I take.

Anyway- my apologies if it seemed I was walking off - I am here

This was edited because I am so annoyed with how tings post that I have no clue what the f I am doing in relation to posting- sorry fo r the insane fit- part of that was for an IM- see? so confused with my pix and posts not sure where I am writing- but that's my head- not SL weirdnes - I am weird enough on my own

Look guys, I wanted to peek back in and just say something.

I have a ton of RL stuff going on right now that is beyond stressful. Much involving my Father (health and a legal issue that goes to trial soon) and some involving my health. I have been on the edge of running down the street yelling at the top of my lungs for awhile now. The forum has been my saving grace. This thread has been the majority of that saving grace. It is fun to watch it go to X amounts of posts but to me that is only a small portion of what it is.

It is not about a duty to check in.. it is a place to be that I enjoy. This thread is so far beyond the original post that it is a life all it's own and it belongs to every person who puts something in it. It will live as long as it does. No need to call for it to be done at X posts or when there is a funk going on in it. There are too many people in here with too much investment to call for it's end until the last person posts and there are no others there to respond.

Anyway.. you all saw my first ever forum meltdown. That thread was irksome but more then anything it became a vent for me. That let of some steam and after going away, taking a small nap and watching some TV with the kids I wish I hadn't done it hehe. I never use the F word on forums, in world or even in life. But it felt great using it there for the release factor.

I am sorry to anyone I offended, upset, etc. I shall keep a bottle of Xanax by the ready next time I feel like exploding. The person who made me the maddest is not even a regular, but a friend from past forums and briefly in world. She knows who she is.

Anyway I wrote out this long post telling you all details of my life and reasons for my stress but deleted it. Deleted because I didn't want a troll to use it later. But know that I trust you guys and esteem you enough that I did have the intention. I just don't want it to be a basis for an argument later. What I exploded at today will be used on me later. Trolls do that, and I am ready to laugh and turn away when it happens.

So, I may be slowing down some.. may still take that break or may pretend it never happened and move on. Not deciding tonight but any posting I do here will be in this thread only for tonight. Like Allegra said, I am gonna sit down by her on that couch and just hang with friends. But thanks for being here to put some fun and joy into what is not the best time in my life by a long shot.


OK, let's see if I can push submit without deleting another post..

/FD sends brotherly hugs to Macphisto
I must have missed the melt down but we all are human sometimes have burdens, stresses that sort of ooze all over lives, even Second Lives.....
I know I have definitely had my share.
I am here if you need a prim ear ever.
I recently had experience that left me feeling bit off....then mix well with other
things it can be explosive mess.
I think just a part of being human.

Thanks, FD. I think the world of you and may take that prim ear offer up sometime.

Any time.
I have been through a lot myself and I would never judge someone.
Hard part of being guy in many realities is or at least mine is pressure to not be weak and keep everything in or fear of being called wuss or worse.
But it is really hard to keep everything in without exploding in ways we later regret.
It is important to have place to make sure all that stress comes out even if its talking
to non-judgmental friend.

Yeah, I hear ya. I am pretty open about my personal life but problems I pretty much keep in. Maureen has had to deal with some PMs about some of it. lol

This stuff with my Dad is some recent and some goes back a few months but I can't stop having bad dreams about the worst possible outcomes to it. Couple that with me feeling sick as a dog and I should have just stayed away from the keyboard.

Thanks Maggie. /hugs you back.

I understand "Pile up" syndrome.
There have been periods where literally I have had so much pile upon me I sort of snapped under weight and had feather drop in wrong place went off like a child having tantrum.
I have days I avoid certain interactions cause I just now I am going to be mess or go off on someone say things I am going to regret.
I have gotten point I can manage them.
It sort of like why did the grump cross the road? He had road rage.
I am so glad I don't drive. I could just see myself having wreck screaming at the cars.
I am very gentle guy but even I have my full blast rage moments.

Mac, honey- I don't get out much-
The Thread takes me and I am gone- so if you melted elsewhere I will never know- and if you melted a few pages back I will not know either-.

I know I am not alone- Mac- you are loved- whatever is going on- you are loved. I realize- we are pixels on a page- but hey - u r a very special bunch of pixels. Love you Mac- we are here for you.