just ignore and let this one die

Just got around to checking the Baseball Scores...I don't Believe The Mets lost to the Farging Mariners...again!!!

none of us do!

be proud of who you are!

Sorry. I'm not deleting any posts this time around.

For Rha- headed in-world... i want to dance with you

Rha, I be your prim ear too, feel to take a emo dump any time on me hehe
Sometimes I am cranky not as a good ear as I like to be.
Last year the agency sent a replacement to my long term nurse.
He was really major psycho.
Really scary stuff happen. like showing up on Sunday because he need to use my kitchen, major sexual and physical invasions of my space and on top of being ill, I am trauma survivor so being around people who invade my physical real life space is really difficult for me.
Hard part was when I tried to politely confront the guy he did what lot of the abusers did to me in past, even tried to do it to case manager when I reported him
They wanted me to contact the Police but I was too frighten.

It twas I.

I liked your blog. Can't wait to see more.

Good news finally some success for last week I have been struggling with this onrez vendor I finally figured out how to get it to work.
So Amara or whomever if they are having problems I figured it out. I can help.

ty honey and yes I know what the personal space and survivor feels like

@FD That's horrifying. It may be hard to do, but don't let anyone do something like that to you. Calling the police would be too good for the POS. You should have knifed him or something.

hehe cool
thanks

oh and to your question yes I use slex and onrez both

God- FD- I have large knives and know how to use them- let me know if I need to remove someone from your milleu...

Silly aside - honey, if i can hold your hand- I can do that too. I know it all sounds stupid when we take distances into consideration- but I am sure there are at least a couple of us close to you if you need the physical connection-

amar cool

(sadly I am only using a stream cuz I still have not gotten sam to work on my pc yet)
but the music is still cool

Great! Glad you got that working.

And on your other post /hugs FD. Like Brenda says.. shank the bastige if that ever happens again.

Biggest pet peeve I have is that there are people who believe any one in my situation are lazy, losers draining there taxes....it easier t to blame people like myself then millions spent on things like War, Governmental waste,etc.
Sometimes it really, really bothers me and makes me actually believe that I have less worth then someone who is able to work.
I want to work but there is lot of road blocks and issues most people don't face.
Very little assistance unless you can go through a system that isn't very user friendly to people in my situation.
And then if I find work I have to deal with no insurance, other forms of intolerance.

(It's a compulsion, what can I say?)

That is all nonsense FD. They will still say it because they have heard others say it. It is like the people that blame basic users for all the trouble on the grid. Oh my.. did I just use a SL situation to make an analogy for a RL one?

Anyway, I know how you feel and you just gotta do what you can. Don't let what others say bother you. We all can only do what we can. It sucks to be in a position like this, but know that there is no judgment here from us. Worry about keeping yourself in the best shape you can health wise. Let all the idiots recite their mantra all day and just know you are not alone and personally I think you are a pretty awesome guy.

I feel pretty drained. I am going to bed for the night. Thanks all for being here for me. I really needed this and I feel lighter then I have for awhile now. Boy that makes one feel sleepy.

Night!

No, it's a treat. Keep 'em coming.

Keep it up.

This one is very pretty. It makes me wonder what you are thinking about. You have a happy, dreamy look going on. I bet you are thinking about your next cat nip score, huh?

*poofs*

One last thing.. YES I can see the irony in that statement in light of today!

Now really poofs.

Good night Mac.
I hope you have a refreshing sleep.
Just like anywhere there will be people who take more then they give, some will
manipulate and misuse a service just like being basic here.
Same thing goes with People in my situation, maybe some are making bad choices but they also are human beings.
I have my hopes and dreams for more, I don't know what it will look like when I get at the end of road so to speak but I hope there will be some spot for me.

Yes Ann that is very pretty even though I am not sure what it is. Haha

495 more to go.
Thanks for distractions and kind words threadies.
Last week I took big risk in world and I think I am feeling the after effects...
I have needed the distraction.

This is a nice soothing one. Perfect.

Hey has anyone had someone who seemed like they really like you then things some how changed it felt awkward and uncomfortable?
What did you do?

Goodnight Ann, FD, Brenda, Mac, Allegria, Rhaorth, 3Ring, Amaranthim and the rest of you dear Keepers of the Thread. You are all amazingly creative, interesting, funny, kind and cool.