just ignore and let this one die

Looks like MS might be starting their version of "Home".

http://tech.yahoo.com/news/ap/20081009/ap_on_hi_te/as_tec_japan_sony_microsoft_5

We trashed the hangout

scary as it is, it sounds lovely.

There is so so so no way you'll see me there.

I do wish SL Halloween could include some places that are spooky sorta halloween, instead of always being gory halloween. :-/

*hugs*

You've been to LL Mari. How much spookier would you want?

What she said.



Spooky is okay. It's all the blood and guts an skellingtons an zombies with bits hanging off an death that I could do without. There was surprisingly little of those things at LL

night folks!

I finally talked (or IM'd) with my Fiancee in Seattle!!

Since last Saturday I have been a nervous wreck. I didnt hear from her till she text messaged me saying "I'm definitely staying".

And my heart sank. DEEP. I'm in Pennsylvania, & she decides to stay in Seattle!!

But she never said if I was to be included in the picture. After 7 years with her, I realized I might be out of the picture.

SO- for the past few days I've been worrying myself sick. Its kinda tough to drive to a client's location in the rain, which reminds you of Seattle, and thinking of the woman you love without crying. I found one of her "hidden" MySpace blogs where she basically said she'd be better off without me & could find better. So yea, I was reeeeeeally upset. Upset as in not eating or sleeping & worrying the whole time.

Finally I got to talk to her. And YES!!!! I AM INCLUDED!!!! YAY!!!!

I can finally eat!!!

It wouldnt be till January or Febuary till I got my bills paid down enough to borrow the money to move.

I'd be renting the Uhaul & packing up her stuff & my stuff & making the drive there. All I plan to take are: Clothes, small furniture, books, CDs, knick-knacks, and computers among a few other small things.

We've agreed to give her ferret to my sister if she wants it. I'll miss the ferret. And we'll have the kitten flown in just because I'm allergic to cats.

Now I can sleep & eat and not drive around worrying & crying. Yea, sad, ain't I??

BTW- When I IM'd her, I said I have a BIG question to ask. I also told her to "view my webcam" and held up a sign asking: Will you marry me???

She said "Yes"!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
( and I cried like a lil' girl)

The only conditions we both agreed on: marriage has to wait till we're both working. She's looking for a job now & a place to live.

The toughest thing for me is going to be leaving friends & family & my niece & nephew behind. She had no problem with leaving. Her family could care less (her mother still wishes her dead), her siblings dont want bothered, and her friends pretty much ignore her.

I'll be leaving a steady job and going into a financial crunch for some time. But for her.... I'd do ANYTHING. When I realized she wasnt coming back, and my whole world went "Kaplooie", I realized... Yea... I want to marry this girl. No one else has done this to me. No other GF has made me feel this way.

Besides... how many HAWT (as in Super Model hawt) 5'10" 120lb D-Cup Bi 23 yr olds will date a 39 yr old who's only 5'1"???

When you have a good thing... you do what ever it takes to keep it.

SO!!! Looks like sometime next year, I'm moving to the Seattle area. BEWARE!!!!

Whats wrong with "gory"???


Sez the guy who started the whole Zombies-in-SL thing

Ya finally did the right thing. Good for you!

You get the girl and you get to leave Pittsburgh. Not bad.

HOLD THE GODDAMN PHONE HERE!!!!!! You're 39, she's 23, and you've been engaged for 7 years......does some calculations...so you were engaged when you were 32, and she was............16??????

This depresses me. I could have been on-line, there wasn't keeping me from being on line. But I wasn't. So I, yet again, missed an unplanned party.

'course if it was mentioned in thread I'd probably not be reading thread, so . . . I'll continue missing parties, then.

OMG!!!

I saw a new (to me) costume shop on the fashion blogs.

I bought 75% of it.

You know what that means.

/me sits back and waits for the show...

lol, that's all for tonight...but the weekend is coming!

bring it!

Another SALE alert. Starting at midnight SLT tonight, Simone is having another sale -- EVERYTHING marked at L$200 or less -- and most of her gowns are L$600 or more, with many over L$1000.

Awesome, then at least part of the weekend will be good.

Hell, I was watching Smallville, Supernatural came on, and I completely forgot CSI.

ROFLMAO!! Yep!

It helps if the girl lies about her age. For the 1st 6 months I thought she was 18, lying about being 20.

Then one day, 6 months later she tells me the truth.

I asked "why?"

She said "because I didnt want to upset you"

Uh, yea.

Luckily, her mother could care less & was hoping I was one of those "Internet Perverts" that would make her daughter 'disappear'.

Unfortunately, I didnt.

I more or less raised a kid/GF. Got her on the RIGHT track. Made her a better person. She was a total basket case for awhile. And yea, I even went with her & talked with her therapist. Even HE was amazed she wasnt a Psychopath, the way her family life was!!

It was one of those weird events where age didnt matter & we both clicked on the same level. Strange as that sounds.

And YES- I will still kill her father if he EVER shows his pedophile face around!!!! He was 2/3 of the problem. The only reason he got away with the 'charges' was because he was buddies with the cops in town. Charges dropped, evidence.... Disappeared.

Sad thing is... the b*stard is now remarried & has a kid. I can only hope his kid or new wife sets fire to him in his sleep. Preferably while driving large spikes into his eyes & pouring salt into them.

For info on the father:

http://criminalsearches.com/details.aspx?id=w1x00xC8&vw=criminal&1=1Tq7naSyKWLkyx%2bN7gU9GM1U2GY3UahWZbVeG%2fwp7v4%3d&input=name

Her mother still blames her for everything. Its nice to have a mother who says "I wish you were dead" instead of "Good Morning". Her mother also thinks my fiancee is the reason to blame for the Father's actions. The mother is also in Denial about everything, still waiting for a man to come along & pay for everything so she dont have to.

yea, she has a F*cked up family. And I cant blame her for wanting to move away. Physical, almost sexual, and mental abuse.... yea. I'd have to kill them.

Our 1st date was with her walking with her head down. For the 1st few months she couldnt look at me if we had an argument. She'd shy away, and cry quietly. In her family, you got beat harder if you cried.

Of all the women I dated, SHE is the only one I'd go to jail for. I'll do anything in the world to make her happy, even if it sets me back a bit.

BTW- those pics were of his DAUGHTER, a.k.a. My fiancee.

On a lighter side---- Am I "robbing the cradle" or is she "Robbing the Grave"???

OMG! What a mess. Explains the 7 year engagement thing. And here I thought you were just a scaredy cat. That's a sad story, pretty damn infuriating, but with a possible happy ending at least. I hope it all works out. Who thought you were such a standup guy.

I'd give you a kiss but people would talk.

Good man Tod- wishing u both well.