Dear FD

You know what I encounter with Serif programs that came with this computer its been a nightmare few nights ago when I was trying to make storyboards it literally died on me and I don't understand the basic interface.

Its not because I have lack ram now I got up to 4gb now.

I am slow and its takes me while to figure things out and it not as intuitive as Photoshop or Paint.net

I have made more videos, more art. I feel like crap being out here in the flesh based world but I have not totally been able to login into SL in months yet I am not at the point I want to cancel my membership but I think about perhaps sell my land and just go basic.

Sometimes RL is really crappy and I wish it had easily accessible cancel account button but I am hanging in there.

I do really miss my SL friends and creating in SL but I am very tired right now and been in lot of physical pain.

I think of you often and I want to let you know for those who known me and my alts all these years I love you all.

I was for while trying to network different musicians on the net to do videos but I am so tired right now I have hit major wall with all creative projects feeling incredibly cranky but I have produced better and better illustrations and learned more about the layer process for animation stills then I did when I was just trying to design clothes so this is very good thing.

Thanks Osprey for visiting me at my new blog.

I hope everyone is doing okay and adjusting to these new changes I see happening as outsider on the website.