Dear FD

Still been under weather but good news no cancer so I am grateful for that and I got newer computer finally so world when I stopped by tonight looks so much different.

Thank you for all caring. I have really intense artwork I have been doing, most is sort of adult or bit unusual spiritual nature though.

I got this now:

CPU: Intel Core 2 Series Processor (2400 MHz)
Memory: 4095 MB
OS Version: Microsoft Windows Vista Service Pack 1 (Build 6001)
Graphics Card Vendor: NVIDIA Corporation
Graphics Card: GeForce G100/PCI/SSE2

Going to take few months for me to pay off but I am glad I found something I could afford. now its trying to find everything I lost on the old grumpy machine now.

Yay, FD! So glad you have a new computer and that you have really been into your art. Can't wait to see your stuff again.

Yes me too but lost lot of stuff on the older system. Most of my stuff is on fetlife profile I mean to take some of it and put it up in blog account

*waves at FD*

Thanks for welcome back. I hope everyone been doing well and having lots of fun time not so much grumpy elf times

So glad you are back! Always room for grumpy elves.

Not much has changed. There's talk of merging the teen grid with the regular grid. A new adult only continent is being built and there is a new Adult rating to go along with Mature and PG and people are arguing about every little nuance. It's the usual "end of Second Life as we know it" stuff.

You haven't missed much. However, we did miss you.

FD, so glad your health is not in jeopardy. whew!

congrats again on the new system. way cool!

Thank goodness for that. I hope whatever is making you feel unwell will clear up soon.
The new computer sounds pretty good, but it is a drag that the old one lost some of your stuff.

Anyway, Welcome Back!

Hugz always to my favorite elf

Woot!! Welcome back, FD!

It was great to see this thread pop up again and hear your good news on two counts!!

I've missed your posts.

Oh, please!!

You guys act like this guy is dead and buried.

I play occasionally dead and buried on weekends but its good to know I am missed even if its pisses someone off. LOL

Well with the new adult crap I guess I am going to stop going to those places in SL that allow me to be naked half Angel dancing gay twink, stop having gay sex and getting my head chopped off.

Anyone know of really spiritual Mental sexy Sadist that I can get my freak on before I no longer able to do it that digs kinky asexual transsexual boy elves?

Feel free to humiliate me if you must but if you do it too well it might turn me on

Doesn't piss me off, not in the least. Although, I did think you would probably get the wrong impression from what I wrote, it wasn't directed at you in any way. I don't have a problem with you.

There's nothing wrong in well wishing someone. But many of the posts seem rather
over-exaggerated in their hello's and well wishes. You would think they're all really close pals of yours and this is something they've been doing outside these forums for a while now.

Just wondering how many of these people have ever said one word to you outside these forums? How many have been calling on you on a daily or even weekly basis to just ask how you're doing and not just now, or even lately. How many? I bet not many, maybe even none. And now all of a sudden they're really over-doing it in acting like you're really meaningful to them. I'm not saying all but some.

I know. Just because you're wishing someone well doesn't mean you need to be their close friend. Yeah, yeah. I know, I know. It's just that it looks so phony the way some were carrying on. Could it be just for the benefit of others so they could see just how thoughtful and caring they really are?

Most likely.

I'm really glad he's not dead too.

The only one that that is relevant to, Ricardo, is FD- and he knows who those people are. Might be every last one of those that have posted here - if you knew him, you would know FD earns his friends by being a great friend too.

This ^^ (Still love my "Muting the World" outfit FD created for me!)

It's not about me and it's not about this. But I already explained it quite clearly which in fact is more then I should of done.

Might be every last one? I sincerely doubt it. Like I asked, how many contact him outside these forums where no one is looking but them two? In here so everyone can see it means very little if there's no real friendship outside of here. And you're right, only he knows. And all the others know as well. I'm not saying he doesn't have friends nor that he doesn't deserve them.

Just stating the obvious.

'nuff said.

oh poo... who pee'ed in your wheaties?

lets say you go to the gym a few times a week (hypothetically) and theres this person you often see there .. say hi and maybe make some small talk very occassionally..
so you dont see them for a few weeks.. you start wondering if theyre ok.. because the last time you saw them they said something about going to the hospital

so normal behaviour is maybe to ask the gym folk who are working there or regulars like you if they heard anything... is the person ok or not.. more often than not youll get your answer...
youre not going to search this person out.. find their house and go knocking on their door ....

I have been ill, yet quite alive made my first sucky youtube music video still too sick to install all the software I need on new computer been using paint.net whole lot because drawplus is annoying.

I just thought I peek in say hello.

It's always great to hear from you, FD. I'm not at all surprised to hear that one of the most creative people I know has started making music videos. Hope you are and will be feeling much better. Lots of Love from me.

*waves hi*

FD!! hi hi hi. It's good see you, although I'm sorry to hear you've been ill. *hugs*

That http://www.getpaint.net/ is pretty nifty.


*goes to look on youtube*

Hi, FD.

Hi, FD! The song and graphics come from a harsh place, but I find hope in the kitty curled between the black-nailed, gentle hands.

Feel better!

I want to thank all of you who have been concerned about me. Those closest to me know I have been going through really rough time. I truly appreciate that little nobody like myself was missed by someone.

Good news I did get beautiful new 6 toe kitten that named Isis who looks like tiny teacup size tiger but she has bad habit of hurting me I think she is budding Sadist.

I have images of her up at my Dagon Xanith site posted at unrezzed doddler. I haven't been online much just really been tired and bit depressed I guess but I am not ready give up making beautiful things for whatever world I exist in. I have been making tons of art work and I like to learn how to make better videos and maybe machima soon.

Video about pain, especially physical, emotional and spiritual place and finding light at end of the tunnel and Saviour within whatever one exist inside themselves and what they create, who loves them.

Thank you for being little bit of my light at end of tunnel for those who known my alts here.

For what it's worth, the Serif program most similar to paint.net woudl be PhotoPlus, not DrawPlus.