Dear FD

Thanks for this thread. I was wondering about FD too.

You see, FD, you once stated if you wanted to leave SL you would just slip away so that very few would notice. I hope this thread shows that isn't going to work.

Personally, I've never noticed the grumpy side of you, FD. *hugs*, elf sweetie!

Fetlife, huh? Come back more often!

For a Grumpy Elf he is very sweet.

Hurray, FD's OK.

Yay it's FD!

Good to see you, you have been missed around here

Thanks all for your kind words.

Grumpy Elf exist, he also really twisted creepy depressing dude too but I try to be good guy even at my most evil moments.

I guess we all have our sides.

Interesting because I have dealing with a lot of sad, frustrating and sometime fun but not exactly everything I wish for human moments with human world.

Sometimes I wonder what would happen if I vanished back into the coma I once spent long time in and cease to exist if I would be missed.....

Thanks for missing me, it's very touching.

FD

Yay youre back..
of course you were missed, silly.
I thought youd won some caribbean cruise or something.. and then as time went by i started worrying that you had run off with the cabin boy or something .. and totally forsaken us..

FD you don't know me well, but I missed you too. I was thinking about you last week when I made two very detailed blouses for myself. I wish I had photos of them to show you. I hope your still doing texture clothes.

I have been focusing on my more illustrative doodles these days trying to get back but not really in the mood at the moment. I like to do some more flowers and trees for spring though soon. My memory is bad but for some reason your name sounds familar.
I still got few up at onrez, I got more but sort of got tired took a break. I am terrible at stocking and demo displays, they I heard some major change with xstreetsl and all I just haven't wanted to figure it out.

I love making clothes, skins and textures and occasionally selling few but its not really why I do it, we all know the competition is fierce and from some old timers I have warned they can get pretty mean and nasty too if they think you're a threat.

Jesus I wish but my boy or man would have horns or something scary happening him or about to do something branding iron or cow prod to my human self.

SL is just not real enough to create that for me here and after numerous years of taking break discovered I am happier and less of grumpy elf when I got regular amount of sexy torture happening.

SL doesn't not reproduce screaming masochist or sadist dripping with sweat realistically for me yet, I had to go to FL for that LOL.

Only gripe I got is no one torturing me enough yet. It's been weeks and I am still recovering from cow prod burns.

But I got play was gifted a yummy slave type boy for valentines who gave best foot and back massage I have had in really long time.

I have just been tired of being sick human and grumpy pixel elf sitting watching the sunrise all the time and doodling I been wanting real life adventures final got the balls to do some of it again but still pretty scary for me to go put myself out in real world.
I can't shapeshift in first life as easily as I can here.

hey there FD.. not sure if i ever really "met" you here in the forums. but i've read a LOT of your musings.

You've been here long enough to know this happens.. Second Life is intense. It may not offer some RL comforts, but it does offer much. And after some time, one just needs to recharge.

glad to see all is fairly well.. take the time you need, we'll see ya on the flipside.

Hi Cybin I recognize your name over the years but you know how that goes. It is nice to see you around too.

Balance is hard one still trying to figure out the balance. When I came back after taking long break from my beta account as Dagon Grimm, became FD Spark I sort of suddenly got really hooked in all stuff that one can do in SL but then it made realize all the things I also missed about first life being ill all these years too.

FD OnRez is now closed, just in case you hadn't realized, so yes now everything has to be transferred to XStreetSL for off line sales.

welcome back, FD. your absence was noticeable.

Hi FD, glad you are alright VV

Hiya Gabrielle, Dekka, Cristalle Hugs!

Dekka, I had no clue they did that to onrez I read something about how they were going to use both systems but I didn't understand exactly how they weren't really very clear about it.

Xstreetsl and SL have tendancy to make everything more complex then I wish they didn't.

I still have my onrez vendors going. I really didn't like the Xstreetsl set up that is why I never used it.

Anyone got words of advise for me with it? Is it changed and how?

XStreetsl is confusing to me.

*hugs* FD back* Now is probably a bad time to try to get to grips with the service as it is changing and more changes are coming. You might find you learn how to use it for LL to change it completely and you are back to square one.
Maybe wait a little while and let the smoke clear, unless you can't do that. There are no real alternatives that are much good unfortunately.

Yeah I haven't been back in world since last Friday just haven't been in the mood but when I do can you or some help lost Grumpy Elf figure out what to do?

I don't know how they work, but if you can, check them out to see if they are still working.

I'll do what I can if I am around

Best wishes, FD, and hope your real life starts feeling better soon, and you start getting that old creative feeling back again!

coco

Thanks Coco

I must confess I am just too tired to wander around sl still sort of avoiding rezzing at this moment.

Peeks back in to say hi. I have been tired and keep meaning to return but I haven't. I had to go see blood specialist yesterday, I think it will be alright though, though he wanted to run blood work on whether or not I have cancer.

But on happier note if you're looking for reasons to hate elves listen to this song

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YVwYKtgFYCc&NR=1

/me hugs FD and hopes for the best

I hope he stops by again and let's us know how he's doing...Hugs FD