Things I'd like to get off my shoulder

Seconded. TP me as well.

Please. Do nothing of the sort. Go and sort your problems out in real life like an adult. When you feel better about yourself you won't need this kind of help or need to indulge others in their desire for such playground antics either. We ARE all adults here aren't we ?

In body yess but some of us were just born with a white knight complex

Well first of all, reasons why I can't go back to school,

Hope this is understandable---

<>First School Doesn't have to take/let me come back

<>Second they won't take me back

<>Third, even if they did take me back, they don't offer the right programs to teach me, since my lack of comperhanding and understanding level is so low.

now I read someone say I need to go get help in real life,

First, Aready Tryed, Second I don't ever want to try to rechive there help again

I'm better off learning from people from forums or the internet or msn messanger for many vaild reason's.

now I also read about growing into adult hood, Not to be bulk or anything but, hello i'm 18 I am a adult, At the age of 18 in my state your considered legally a "Adult"

Now to learn about reality.

I laugh at this for many reasons, I've aready been there and done it, and Trust me I Don't like it, There for I'll rather keep my distints from the real world and stay around here, The Issues may be irl as well but there also because of what goes around here, some people belive words mean little or nothing, Ok true they mean little toward nothing, but when so many at one time keep going on and on and on, it becomes a issue.

I hope this explains alittle well enough to where i'm coming from.

Tsu, I don't hate weak people - I love them. I am one myself. I've been through a lot of what you describe in real life and it has made me what I am. A hermit. I don't shun people, I reach out to anyone who needs...but I don't mingle, I don't make friends easily, and I certainly don't make acquaintances. Yes, the world is a hard place to live in.... but give it 35 years or so, and you won't care. You'll watch from afar and wonder at the chaos, while you yourself are at peace. I wish this could be taught, but I'm afraid only time can teach it.

I won't come to defend you against the bullies - they scare the hell out of me, but I am just an IM away if you want a few pointers on making it easier on yourself.

Sometimes, schools have no clue how to or are not willing to deal with individuals with unique issues. Sometimes they completely miss something that is pretty obvious in hind sight. My suggestion is this. If you are in the states, look into at least the GED program. Find a tutor who is willing to work with you and find your strengths. Sometimes the oddest things might actually help the learning process. I mean, my dad learned to read from comic books, because the schools completely missed the fact that he really needed glasses. Education sometimes gives you more confidence, simply because you'll have more knowledge to work with.

*sticks her tongue out at Tren and Lupus* It's usually easy to pick a griefer apart. In a contest of wits, you're fighting an unarmed apponent Although, I admit it is very fun!

I can't get my GED ether, I would take me at least 40 years or so ,

I want to make money from SL doing what i love to do, but The people these day with a business normaly want someone with talent, They don't some one who really wish's to learn and has High determanation to over come what he/she lacks, Maybe next time I get bulled I say hey you want to start something with me follow me to a combat sim and we will see who truely is weak, *Thanks to adopted grampa I can ensure you I would wipe them quickly out of the areana,* I am glad there are others I can speak with and such and some who understand truly, I'm proud to be a member of Second Life. its just Time takes to long.

So there are no adult education programs or community colleges in your area? I am positive there are.

I know someone who was confined to a wheelchair, had a severe speech impediment which made it very difficult for people to understand him and although he could see shapes and differences in light and dark, was in fact legally blind. His mental faculties were lowered to the point that when given written text large enough for him to see, (poster size black letters on white background) he still couldn't read complete words and comprehend them. All of this was the result of being shot in the head while driving home from work one day. He went back to school. Not only did he re-learn how to read, last year he earned his Associates Degree in general education.

I don't want to sound harsh, but I'm about to anyway. Your excuses are merely excuses. You can sit up at a computer, you can type, you can understand what you are reading right now. You can go to school. You can work a job. You can do anything you want to do. Your excuses may FEEL valid to you, but they are holding you back.

If you said you had a serious medical condition that confined you to your bed or left you in a constant state of pain, that would be understandable. You haven't said that. Is that the case?


As long as you keep saying "I can't", you won't. So do you spend the next 40 yrs (and come on, you know this is an exaggeration) learning and growing and accomplishing something, or do you spend it just wishing for better and saying "I can't"?

I am 35 yrs old and I still have a LOT of growing up to do. I hope I never stop.

Please re-read what I posted about why, Where you quoted it.

it states that the schools don't have to accept me back, also it states they will not, I have aready tryed.

Another thing, GED you have to know/understand stuff like devision and Agrabra, I never could understand it, everytime someone would try to explain I'd just get more confused and lost, Yes there are people confined to a wheelchair, but thats not My Case, Everyone has a different case, in my Case its just not your avarage case.

Please don't try to define the reason's to I should try when I Just Can't, The reason's you may want to know why I can't I'd rather keep those personal, because there really emountional to speak of, and it doesn't help me to speak of it. Only brings back memorys that I wish not to have.

but thats off topic, The true topic here is how SL Can effect and help someones Life, SL has changed my life and has thought me many things school could never teach me in a million years (Thats a fact).

Interesting, normally one needs a centrifuge to separate out leukocytes from whole blood.

Well I forgot to fix that you see, I um Thought I coughed up a white blood cell -_- *feels stupid* my Mom corrected me on that so My bad, it wasn't a white blood cell it was some type of a infection and I coughed it up, from what she told me.

as long as it wasnt white and hard between the fingers, cause that might indicate TB.
Id get a check up over that Tsu. Can never be too carefull if a cough is productive.

I'll do that, Thankyou for informing me, Much apprcuited.

I hear Lindens like to watch.

I'm afraid there isn't much I can do to help out save lend a ear... If you ever need to vent to someone on SL, I'll try to be there. I don't care what it is about, if you need to talk to someone, and if I'm online, I'll listen.

As for the hardships we face in real life, there are many, but I find with myself that you find out talents you never knew you had when you try to break out of a slump... depression can be very scary, but it is beatable if you truely want to feel better.