Things I'd like to get off my shoulder

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now I've read quite a lot of things about linden lab trying to give us privacy and such, also I belive this is invision of privacy as well, I belive its stalking as well.
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Now while i'm sitting here Thinking very heavly about all that has accured both irl and on SL i'd like to Be heard out.

*Tsu Goodliffe snaps his fingures and a big discussion room appears and suddenly a bouch of chairs and tables appear and snacks are provided as well *Couldn't resist Foolish*

"First of All I'd like to Make my Self Acknowledged on the "Forums" Hello I am Tsu Goodliffe a Second Life player who was a former offical Live Instrustor then I quit (thats besides the point)

Befor I go on with what I'd like to say I'd like to share alittle informantion about myself.--

I am currently 18 years old irl with no job due to disabilitys and disorders, I have droped out of high school due to teachers just mocking me and not really putting a effect in to teach me, So I use "Second Life" Like my real life, Since my real life is a living hell (yes we all have problems ~ect~) Just hear me out though is all I ask.

First of all I have helped countless of people and new players doing things for them such as Coming to there aid when they got into a bad fight with some resdient and such, Teaching them basics of building and Understanding why not to be judge'a'mental toward anyone, and Scripting lessons, Also Provideing them with there "Very First Well Designed Furry Avatar or Clothing of there Choice" I have spent countless USD and countless L$ to give my love and support to Linden lab and second life, and I have a paid account as well.

Now While i'm rambling above, I'd like to end the rambling and cont. with what I have to say.

*if yoru going to throw some rudeness at anything in my post please use the Green botton at the upper left hand side of your screen if your in mozilla firefox, for ie users just hit the back botton or use alt+left key I belive it is, Thankyou*

I've sat down all by myself at countless sims and area's just wondering to myself, sometimes even Ignoreing the IM's I've rechived.

Thinking of things such as why Does some of the furry Commuity "Target Me" "Hold A Grudge" Agaist me and such things, Now its quite amazeing if you know some things about whats going on Behind the actully things taking place at the moment.

alot of you probly never heard of my name nor even seen me in world.-
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With all the terms changeing and such the ToS seems likes its collideing itself anymore, And I can ensure you since of this recently change alot of Random Attacks Have been taking place like crazy, also note that providing are credit card informantion without the consit of hte card holder is in valoation of State law and such.

I highly doubt you guys called my Mother up who happens to pay for my account due to SL "Is My Job for making money"
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Now also I'd like to say, one night I was helping a friend with pcs issues and multy tasking between my browser and "SL" As I was I ended up getting hit by a scripted object or weapon and it happen to have been the Officar, I am not going to point figures out but I'd like to get some things off my mind and ease my thoughts, All though all the kindness in my heart and things i've done, Muteing someone isn't my thing you know, I belive in the "Theroy" That people can change so why not give them that chance, They may one day aid you in something So Great!

it kills me to be harssed and such and the land owners not even look at your side of the story, also kills me that everytime someone griefs the "Mind my use of langung" The Hell out of us Residents Just because of rumores or such of what they heard makes us a target it shows we are weak, because all we will do is hit the report botton and such and most likely nothing happens, trust me I know the regions and the reasons why, so checking the police botter has became a usefull tool to me since I know the region and the reason and so i just check for those two and I Would know if they user who did it got the punishment they deserve, "Not Once" have I seen any of the things I've reported in get solved even if I got confirmantion saying they resolved the issue.

So I've came to a consulion that if the lindens and Live Helpers (I have a right to freely express myself in any manor no matter what, So If I get in trouble or issued a warning for what i'm about say I will be speaking to Some law enforcements who know the net laws pretty damn good, I mean no harm and no offense to anyone and wish to be Granted my Usa Right as a citzien of the united states of amercai, Thank You)

Some of the live helpers will even report you if You say you was thinking about shotting the griefer for attacking you, and they do report you for something You didn't do, but thought of But changed your mind, some of the Live instrusters are really Rude and make what they post very hard to comperhand, Now is linden lab chooseing who they let take these postions Wisely.

and any Time I wish to just sit down with a linden for a few moments and talk with them about some things I just want to discuss with them, I can never get the chance, I belive you guys should At least talk with the public in world you are Here to Spousely Help us.

Live help don't work to well. they hardly ever answere and when they do they give a few answeres and then instently leave the chat, making it harder for you to get your questions though, its not like they honestly care (Not in my view anyways they don't) For all we know they have better things to do then take what some of us have to say seriousely.
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I have gotten so stressed over second life sometimes irl I just want to cry knowing that I just got ran out of a commuity or something, some of the people who make very unfair decussions who don't even let you explain in a decent converstation without blowing up at you and giving you stuff like, Well one of my land owenrs said you did this and that so I'm going to take there word over it, and trust them (heres what I think of this, They dis out there L$ to you so OF COURSE your going to take there word over mine first of all, I don't pay you L$ even if I do thats besides the point, its because they are paying you L$ to support your land or Island ect.) I say this is bullshit.
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Also I would To know if It'd be possiable to allow the Corn field open to those residents who Wish to be sent there just to get away from all the Bull shit of griefing and stuff for a short peroid, due to they belive they are getting so stressed they may inflate *Push or Traps or obirts agaist even those who did nothing* Yes we all know the saying "Just use the mute botton, or go to a different sim or ect" but I ask this, Does that stop them from secreatly stealing my avatars key and putting it in there shit and giving it to there friends and paying there friends a few L$ to find me and shot me down, now I ask how does Mute help me here? as I stated above REPORTING DOESN"T HELP AND I"M SICK OF HEARING PEOPLE SAY JUST USE IT!
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Also About the Corn field I asking this because one day I felt the need to be sent not just to see what it is like but to cool off, Because Second lfie is all I have to do, I don't watch movies because I've seen so many that there all re-runs to me, I don't have very many games, and I suck at drawing and such, I don't have no other game system and such and sometimes I just want to cool off with out having to even have a slight worry even on my own land, there is always a way for someone to nail you, and the corn field is a perfect place for some of us who are about to Lose are nerve to cool off at, I've asked dee linden to go there and even explained to her with my heart the true reason why, Telling her what truely was in my thoughts, and she just rpged a hug to me and said she was sorry but she wasn't able to give me my request.
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With all the current issues and wars and such going on, Hackers can get your credit card informantion so don't be stupid and say they can't and you ensure us they can't, thats why some of my friends don't use there credit cards because a few of them got there whole bank account and the person who did it never got busted even affter they hired a invistagter and a few pc tech people and talked with the cops and fbi about it.
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if you want to sticky this or make it inportain go ahead, there is alot of things here just stuff i've had on my mind, I'm sorry for taking everyones time up with such a long post, but belive me its going to get longer and longer, I will try to update it often.

Um Right now I've became stressed again due to rethinking of all these events and such, but I have a few requests to be made, First I'd like to point out my thanks to Dee Linden, Kenny Linden, Teeple Linden, and Torly Linden (If I mispelt any of this please forgive me, there is probly alot of bad grammer in my post Even know i'm english I just can't spell, lots of mistakes and typos so bare with me please)

Also Specail thanks to Robbie Lee (I belive thats his name, The Genis who created the flute) I specail thank this for what reasons some may ask?

well you see when I get stressed I play that flute I've bought from him, even though it lacks smoothing and gentle songs, The Song title known as "A Stranger On The Shore" Is extreamly relexing and smoothing, and helps alot with my thinking and depression nad stressing i've gone though.

A Very Specail Thanks To Silver India, A very Specail friend of mine, and A Most Certain Thank You To harloke Brown *I belive I spelt it wrong -Sorry-) For always being at my defense.

A most Inspireing thankyou to Foolis A Very Very Extreamly Highly Wise Person who I wish to learn from, Thankyou Foolish for letting me meet you as well irl.
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For now I'd like to stop here because I've lost my majer chain of thought and such. and I'm just feeling extreamly low.
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well i'm just stressed, another thing, your color with your font makes it very hard to read for those who having viewing issues. *just thought you may like to know*

its just with all these change's and all the events that have been taking place, and being a target and having rumores going around to other commuitys and stuff, making me a target even more, I belive residents have a right to defend themselfs and to bring matters into there own hand if nessucrly to defend there beliefs and rights. *sighs some and sits down* its just harssment and stuff then being ganged up at point blank range the users make funn of you calling you everything but a white or black person, (I mean no offense) cant even get a moment to think about useing the mute tool, and its really hard to get to for those who have issues with there infere red mouse light going off making the mouse need to be resetting. try getting so stressed over the events in sl that irl you cough up a white blood cell, because I did last night

*nods in understand* next time incress your font size some please

I know you was joking around and all, but sometimes the facts are things just don't seem to get better they just keep incressing to only go bad. for all and everything.

I just let my wonder so much i'm just lost in this world and irl as well.

where to go, how to change things.

I'm restrined to really try to make anychanges with things that prevent me from doing things.

it all verys so much that for things to get better you need to make them, for some of us that is almost impossiable.

thankyou for your responses though.

You aren't dumb. You can obviously make coherent sentences. What I don't understand is why you let them get to you. You can either A) Keep letting them pick on you and get upset about it, B) Change the aspect of yourself that they pick on, or C) Ignore them.

I'm going to be blunt with you, because suger coating it will only make things worse off for you. You are weak and people are dicks. If you keep on being weak, then those dicks will keep bothering, making you worse and worse off. This isn't an issue that anybody but yourself can fix, as is the main dilema of being an individual in a community.

Quoted for emphasis.... and for thread length

I'd like to take this moment to quote myself, I've stated i'm restrined from fixing certain things myself (But doesn't mean i'm restrined from others helping me fix it)

What to fix, when I don't Understand/Comperhand it? Seriousely that is my whole issue, How to ignore them when There point blank range in my avatar face for no reason calling me names and stuff and getting me more upset causeing me to forget the most basic controls and to mispell alot of things, These things are easyer said then done Honestly.

It didn't line it like it was spouse too, and um what do you mean by quoted for emphasis? you lost me, sorry.

They are not. If you get worked up over what people say to you, specially if you don't understand it, then that's your first step. I can't think of a single possible scenario where you can't understand why the person is making fun of you, or can't just ignore them.

And no, you can't help anyone if you can't help yourself, for the main fact that you don't understand. I'm by no means insulting you or anything like that, but this is something you have to understand if you want to fix your problems, which I'm sure is something you want since you decided to start this thread.

Foolish, or torly If dee or teeple or Nina if your out there If you have any Wisdom you would like to share Please do so, Please sure The Wisdom you hold and are known for. Tren thankyou for your posts But I'd like to let t his stand and see what gets said befor I make any choices of where to go, hope thats understandable.

That's fine, but I know exactly what's going to happen, which is basically why I started replying with what I did.

oh just great, I just went to sign into sl and LOOK a new terms of agreement

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to add the terms concerning the collective and discloser of user account information. these changes have been implemented to provide users with more information about each other What the above says basicly,

*Sighs* thats all I need, for all my privacy to go down the drain Now i'd like to say Thank you phillip linden. thankyou for makeing sl worse. *and the rest of the sl team who disclosered this without fully checking with the residents*

if you know whats going to happen, Mind Enlighting me?

Nothing is going to come out of this. At least nothing that you were expecting. Most of the things you discussed were about how people are dicks, the other stuff was about how no matter what LL does, people will find a well to fudge it up. There is nothing to say or do that will make things all better, because the problems you discussed had to do with communities, which are not something that can be controlled, specially in an environment such as this.

True but it as well as the tools that is needed to prevent this and much much more, I have gone into depth detail to try to explain everything.

I can tell you what's going to happen.

You're going to get older. You're going to get tired of feeling bullied everywhere you go. One day you're going to realize that the only way to change the "hell" that is your life, is to get up and do it yourself. No one is going to do it for you. There is no one who can help you change your life but you.

Hopefully you'll realize that the first step is to go back to school.

Aside from that, the bottom line is, you don't like the direction your real life, second life, or any other life is going, get up and change it. The day you wake up to this realization is the day you stop just getting older and start growing into a strong man.

There are many reasons why I can't do the go back to school part.

besides that, I do do stuff to defend myself but its not enough when I'm the one who Gets punished For Doing something about it, Now thats unfair and unjustify

This is wrong on many levels, but I don't think you'll understand unless you see it first hand. Next time anyone picks on you in SL, teleport me. I will indirectly break them. I hate weak people, but I hate people who pick on the weak even more.

I dont think you understood my post, but thats ok.

Let's focus on the single life changing option. Why can't you go back to school? What is stopping you?

I have spoken with Tsu many times, and while I won't disclose any details, I can say that Tsu does indeed have valid reasons why going back to school isn't possible.

Ulrika's "I read no post longer than my hand" retorts used to annoy the hell out of me.

Now I'm starting to come around to her way of thinking...

I don't mean this harshly, but if your self esteem and confidence is so low that you can't participate in a "game" on an equal footing with those around you, without feeling downtrodden, disadvantaged and oppressed or feel that that it is making you as unhappy as you apparently are, then you need to seek help in real life not here.

You sound like you are suffering from depression and the real causes of that aren't the problems you see & experience in SL, but are I would suspect, more fundemental to your real life circumstances and mental state.

This is how I know your young, saying your 18 and all sure, but this quote right here.

Unfair and unjust? Welcome to life in reality. As you grow into adulthood your going to find that the only changes in your quality of life that are worth a damn are the ones you institute yourself, and that quite frankly real life, the world and reality doesn't really care if you get a fair shake or not.

This planet, world society what have you is a hostile environment, always will be, the truest test of character is not what it will do for you, or how the world will accomidate you, but how you react when the shit rolls out of hand and life completely falls apart.

Honestly if you break down into fits because someone makes fun of you, lose control of yourself because things don't work out, the problem isn't with civilization, its with you, and I don't envy you the long bumpy and messy road that you are going to live. Life is a series of punches to the face, its how you react to them that defines how well you live.