From: FD Spark
I am still learning. I am struggling right now how to learn how to do complex 3d texture map hand drawn images for specific prim shapes, and basics of Adobe.
I do hand drawn or mouse drawn textures, flowers, trees, some building, furniture, curtain and other household related and fabrics.
Biggest issue is I am very critical of my own work and I am perfectionist and somethings
I don't yet know how to do. Like if I do virtual kitchen textures I can't seem to allign the textures at right height for virtual 3d looking counters, shelves and certain more advance things with alphas or texture tricks I haven't figured out.
I also like making neat little signs. Often I put my most recent art in signature.
In real life I have some pretty severe health and cognitive challenges but I do art about 20 hours or more a week as therapy and I have been able to continue learning and living independantly. I don't deal with stress or overwhelming situations well be it in SL or RL it makes my auto immune condition more severe
I will contact you sometime Friday.
My goal would be as creator to help others decorate their homes with highly realistic or 3d look textures to create virtual spaces when they are low prims.
Hi.
Yes your not alone with health issues I and a few of the artists have health issues. Infact my health and inability to work in RL is how I came to SL and why I am where I am today

I understand completely about stress and how it can REALLY have a negative impact on a weak immune system. I have systemic candida, Malignant melanoma and 'other' issues.
Addicted to Benzodiazepines ( Valium ) which over a 5 yr period Ive reduced from 30mg to 12mg and trust me I couldnt do it any faster. Anyone who knows about addiction to tranquilizors will appreciate just how violently addictive they are mentally and physically and its my Docs fault for prescribing them when I developed some stress related insomnia.
He just kept on prescribing them on a repeat prescription basis and I didnt know any better. Until I stopped taking them after 8 mths and had a nervous breakdown and lost my job.
Long term use of these drugs results in tolerance and that means your brain stops making the natural anti stress chemicals ( because the tablets have taken over that role ) and then you become tolerant to the pills and they no longer work and so your very effected by stress. The slightest thing sets me off.
Im lucky I know ppl who developed agrophobia and all kinds of anxiety related phobias.
I also did a cold turkey off another pill at the same time I tried to come off Valium. And I didt go back on that so for 18 mths I was a mess! A REAL mess.
Im stable now but its lead to secondary issues like the Candida which is brought on by stress/ too much sugar/ anti biotics and that took over the health issues of the Valium tolerence
I cant eat sugar, yeast , alcohol , vinager , bread, cakes, biscuits, chocolate, milk or anything dairy in short my diet is porridge with rice milk, Jacket potatoe with Prawns and salad and organic meat with veg NO treats at all. NO caffine no coffee or tea. I drink Barley cup ( coffee wanna be ) with rice milk and Christmas is a miserable time for me.
I went away a few mths ago and was naughty. Took me 2 weeks of ill health to pay for that as the wrong foods feed the candida bacteria which lives inside my bowls, lungs, stomach ( i have leaky gut too ) ears , mouth etc and it thrives and multiplies then I go back onto the diet and all that extra bacteria growth dies which releases dead bacteria ( toxins ) into my blood making me very ill and weakens my immune system and I usually then get a virus which will hang around for mths at a time.
Its a crappy thing to get and Ive had it for 3 yrs almost.
I am going to go back on the program and start taking the anti fungals ( which really make you ill ) soon. I just needed to deal with some RL issues first.
So I completely understand how stress can make an ill person iller and I promise you, stress at TRU is limited as an artist.
Also, we provide access to paid online training at Apex which has thousands of Video Tutorials on hundereds of software applications ( not just graphic ) so you can learn the things you are struggling with maybe from there ?
I will send you the info now
