My heart knows no rest

Always my heart,
has felt just the same.
For someone, no one,
the girl with no name.
From one to the next,
it changes it's aim,
until something goes wrong,
and it jumps back again.
It's at times like these,
that my heart gets no rest,
it's beat is snatched away,
before it leaves my chest.

But will this one care,
my heart feels the same.
Always in love,
with the girl with no name.
Changing the timing,
and the words do not work.
It seems that forever,
alone must it lurk.
It's at times like these,
that my heart my not rest,
it's beat is full of sorrow,
before it leaves my chest.

But how can I hide here,
so alone and so afraid.
When cursed to feel love
in my heart, I was made.
Someone is out there,
the girl with no name,
she should not care,
that my heart feels the same.
It's at times like these,
that my heart dare not rest,
and it's beat becomes shattered,
before it leaves my chest.

My heart can be wrong,
and has never been right,
not even right now,
when I had her in sight.
She knows that I love her,
yet she must not be the one.
I sorted to meet her,
but when there, she was gone.
It's at times like these,
that my heart aches for rest,
and it's beats become weaker.
and they don't leave my chest.

Is my love a curse or gift,
from below or from high.
Even though, it feels the same,
sometimes you make it die.

-Damien Abbott


Above is the story of my life, why am I fated to live in a state of perpetual unrequainted love?

It just keeps happening, over and over, almost like I live for the dissappointment... which I got today and I can tell you, I don't enjoy it.

**edit - in addition, my apologise to all my friends who I haven't paid my full attention to lately. Everything's been cocked up since my grandad's death.

Beautifully written, Damien. *sends a hug*
You can always IM me if you need an ear to bend.

Love is poisoned medication. While fresh it is euphoric. The medication counteracts the poison, but the poison never leaves the system. If a user stops taking it, or the medication expires, the poison kills part of the user. Some have even died as a result of continued use of Love despite the expired medication counterpart.

Love is taken by taken by many humans to cure chronic Lonliness, depression or Boreditus. Also a condition actaully caused by the use of Love, called Rebound, happens when users continue to take Love from any source simply to avoid the negative affects of the poison built up in their system. The addiction to Love typically has life long affects in most humans. Some find it rewarding and claim that it cures many other conditions. Others would rather see love outlawed as it can leave permanent damage to the user.

While Love can be readily found in grocery stores, bars and even some churches, those thinking of taking Love would be wise in considering the source before accepting it. Speaking with and getting to know potential Love dealers beforehand can prevent many mishaps with incompatible ingredients.

The process of making Love is known by by nearly every human and can be dangerous as this process can easily produce Children as well as Love. While sometimes the Child product is desired, it can be a rather startling discovery if unexpected.

Which ever position you take on the use of Love, all agree that the substance is here to stay and its up to us to decide how to or how not to deal with it.

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Thanks for the posts, I wasn't expecting a lot of posts, tbh I wouldn't normally post this but things are just crazy with me at the moment.

Thanks to everyone who has contacted me in world though, all my friends are helping me through this

Not to make light of your saddness.....but I'm willing to trade my wife to you for any beach front property you may own in second life.


She's a good woman.