Normally i'm the goofy fun one always happy type.. however due to a few things *minor surgery* (which i was in pain and that i don't do well* but alls good there .. ok add to the fact my beautiful house in porter ranch, yes the simi valley fire almost ate it up! now as things start settlin SL bf probs still no biggie i can handle it but in same wk.. for those that don't know 1 wk ago sun i get a phone call watchin bears game ... my cuz who is 17 and like a daughter to me (cause her mom a freaking drunk and dad don't give 2 shits) sorry had to say that anyways.. she was in head on collision and yet not her fault and ironic by a drunk driver!!!! hmm wonder why i don't drink? read again!!!
ok.. now not writing this for "ohh poor frankie, let's kiss her ass and say how sorry and we love her bs"
i'm writing cause yes i've been total bitch to ppl ...my friends; excuse me, "real" friends i have know understand and knew when to talk and when to back off and just let me be. to the other ppl pfft!
now as to the "slut" post .. yes i was venting then from a joke turns into a long freakin discussion lol omg get a grip folks
not to mention the horrible mean ims i have gotten from those that think i "attacked em" *cought* einsman and yep will stay on mute don't know u and don't care too! I dunno what possess ppls to just out and out say mean nasty things?
now i'm sure some smartie gonna put 2 cents in "why do u even play on puter w/this goin on ... fyi.. i have 3 children of my own i can't sit at a hospital 24/7 # 1 not possible # 2 my heart can't take it. I go when I am able. I play SL to relieve stress not to gain more! I love HB and Torrid and ya even u thunder.. u guys sit when i need to just sit, listen to tunes when i need to and then will crack me up just out of no where so i guess in closin this.. it's an escape like all of you! Nothing suffers in my personal life .. that is my first priority!
u not gonna find one person i've ever said mean word to or attacked * again hold from kissing butt * not what this is for
just want u to realize sometimes ppl need time space and lil understanding
Rl way more important than a pixel wedding or pixel bf/gf relationship or how fast can u get a script done or wahh my puter is crashing or wahhh wahh about stuff that doesn't even matter let alone I feel isn't worth time to type!
for those of u that don't get this ... all i can say is i feel sorry for you.
For my rl friend who really know me KNOW there isn't a mean bone in my body, i got more heart than brains after this wk i became cold inside and i hope and pray it goes away cause i don''t want to turn be like that . i luv the fun, carin lovin, dork and yes Thunder 'LAME frankie'.
hope she comes back soon ~~
p.s.~ and yes still same crit but stable/coma
