I cried all night
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Anshe Chung
Business Girl
Join date: 22 Mar 2004
Posts: 1,615
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07-05-2004 07:48
Maybe you noticed something changed at Galleria City. I still try to understand it. I cried all night long. I really don't know what to do. So many bad feeling: disappointment, frustration, anger, loss of face, hurt trust. Then disbelief, disbelief this could happen to me, in SL. I really feel so used, so stupid, so hurt. I am completely lost. I don't know what to do next. Whatever I think of doing now seem to me will lead to big conflict in fashion community. I feel like trapped in nasty place and every exit out lead to more nasty place. I don't want make things worse, don't want hurt feeling, don't want discuss accusations of a specific person here. But this is just so unfair, I have terrible problem keep my emotion under control now. I feel like I am one bomb going to explode anytime soon  I really need help. Yes, maybe I am mad putting my feeling on this forum. Like I take off all my clothes. But... *bites her lip*... maybe it is still best way to just swallow my pride and ask for wisdom from senior members of fashion community. Now I will go to Galleria City in about two hours and just cry and pray and try to listen to advice from people who are nice and care and try help me get objective understanding... Please help me calm down and react in fair and mature way. |
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Merwan Marker
Booring...
Join date: 28 Jan 2004
Posts: 4,706
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07-05-2004 08:45
Anshe -
Breathe.
Hear your breath enter.
Close your eyes,
Listen -
Hear the stream within,
Ravaged sounds of love,
pulsing through your veins...
Listen -
Soon you will feel
the renewal of life,
As the tattered moon emerges
from behind the dark cloud.
Open you eyes.
Renewed.
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Don't Worry, Be Happy - Meher Baba
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Nephilaine Protagonist
PixelSlinger
Join date: 22 Jul 2003
Posts: 1,693
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07-05-2004 09:10
[email]kasilewisnafus@hotmail.com[/email] if you need to talk, anshe. *hug*
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Sensual Casanova
Spoiled Brat
Join date: 28 Feb 2004
Posts: 4,807
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07-05-2004 09:56
I dont know what happen... so ... what happen?
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Misty Rhodes
SL Muse
Join date: 5 Aug 2003
Posts: 312
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07-05-2004 10:29
Anshe I am not sure what happened but feel free to im me to talk if you want to. I admire your work and if there is a conflict with regards to it forcing you to stop it would be a great loss here in Second Life to me and to many others.
We all get hurt in here but talking about it with friends will help get u thru it and u may even make more new and trusted friends in the process.
Don't ever give up, quit or resign yourself to defeat. NEVER!
Hugs,
Misty
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Damien Fate
Goofy designer
Join date: 6 Nov 2003
Posts: 634
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07-05-2004 10:43
Help is on it's way 
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Anshe Chung
Business Girl
Join date: 22 Mar 2004
Posts: 1,615
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07-06-2004 02:35
Thank you, you are all so kind. Yesterday you gave me so much support and nice words I am really moved. This really helped me develop clear mind and stable emotion. We talked long time and what had happened to me has been undone, some stupid misunderstandings removed and mistakes corrected. So people learn and grow and sometimes it turns out they just acted on emotion and later also regret and things can be fixed. Now there is no grief or bad feeling and I hope this will just remain like one bad dream and not come back. What remain is memory of nice people who care and come to help. So I am very happy now *hugs* |
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Pendari Lorentz
Senior Member
Join date: 5 Sep 2003
Posts: 4,372
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07-06-2004 05:49
Glad everything seems to have worked itself out Anshe! And glad that we have so many wonderful people here in SL that could be there for you!
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*hugs everyone*
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Selador Cellardoor
Registered User
Join date: 16 Nov 2003
Posts: 3,082
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07-06-2004 06:20
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lilone Sandgrain
unconventially lil' me
Join date: 21 Mar 2004
Posts: 63
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ty for being honest and transparent
07-06-2004 14:12
huuuuugs~
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little one
~together we are stronger~
~all dream and fear~
~each is lil, each is big~
braintalk.blogs.com/live2give
ty LL!
many lives are enhanced because of you
your lives have made a difference
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Jewel Galatea
Registered User
Join date: 2 May 2004
Posts: 3
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07-06-2004 15:09
Hi, I don't know you or your situation; but I felt like I had to say I am glad your issue is being resolved; and if you need an ear- I am here. I am sorry you had this much troulbe in SL.  |
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Aaron Levy
Medicated Lately?
Join date: 3 Jun 2004
Posts: 2,147
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07-06-2004 17:43
Glad to hear it;s all being worked out whatever it is. I like your items Anshe, and I've seen you in game a couple of times, always nice to everyone around you. Keep it up, and don't let the bad decisions of others, intentional or not, get ya down.
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