My reluctant change of heart... *blush*
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Pendari Lorentz
Senior Member
Join date: 5 Sep 2003
Posts: 4,372
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02-08-2006 14:44
Well, had I not said a thing [in the Neaultenburg forum].. I suppose I would be gone now forever. There are some who have been with me in past worlds and watched me disapear. Neualtenburg snagged my heart though, and with mixed feelings I posted my leave. That lead to some telling me how much they would miss me (I knew that would happen and didn't want saddness for anyone on this account). But in all honesty it was my husband in RL that made me come to a compromise. Those who were at the SLCC and heard what I spoke about would understand how that could happen. If you were not there, it will be a story for another time. Regardless, my choice has come to this. I am selling my land in Sistiana still (those who have contacted me, I'm sorry for the delay and *will* be in touch). I will be teiring down too my bare minimum to retain my grandfathered land since before 1.2. I'm not upset with LL, so I don't want to punish them. But I also can't pay $25 a month to a world I'm taking a vacation from. But, $10 a month I can handle while I'm away. I will be paying 6 months in advance to Neault for my deeded land. And through emails I hope to help resolve my RA position. And for what it is worth, not a single person in Neault affected my decision to leave. If anything, yet again, Neualt is the one thing that ties me dearly to this world. I love the diversity and I love the fact that even if we do not all agree, it does not matter because we have in place a system that works above petty bullshit.  I'll be in world a few times in the next week to settle business. After that, I'm not coming back till August of this year. That is my set date to see how I feel. Those who have my email are welcome to contact me!! However, if I do not contact you back within a few weeks, it is probably because I am not yet ready to talk with you, or perhaps never will be. Those who have contacted me with reasons to stay, I thank you again!! And I promise I'll stay in touch while on my break. I'll check back in world in August (after this week) and see if I'm ready to move forward. There is a unique quality to this world. I curse it and adore it in one breath. Have fun, move forward, and be true! *HUGS* Pen |
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Aimee Weber
The one on the right
Join date: 30 Jan 2004
Posts: 4,286
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02-08-2006 15:02
Stop toying with my heart!!!!   I'm glad you aren't 100% gone. In August I hope you do what's best for you, but you know we will all be delighted if you stay <3 |
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Pituca FairChang
Married to Garth
Join date: 17 May 2003
Posts: 2,679
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02-08-2006 15:21
Thank goodness Pen! The green K told me about your mutterings of leaving. Altho we don't see each other very often you would be sorely missed!
Glad you are choosing to stay.
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Pendari Lorentz
Senior Member
Join date: 5 Sep 2003
Posts: 4,372
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02-08-2006 20:52
*hugs* Pituca!! I will miss you.. and thank you Aimee
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Phoenix Psaltery
Ninja Wizard
Join date: 25 Feb 2005
Posts: 2,599
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02-08-2006 21:01
I'm so glad, Pen. Don't leave us here alone. We love you.
P2
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MJ Hathor
Purple Butterfly
Join date: 17 Mar 2005
Posts: 901
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02-09-2006 08:42
Pendari, I hope all goes well for you irl. That should always be first priority I look forward to hearing from you in August. Good Luck! MJ <3 |
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Zarah Dawn
Adorned Owner & SL Model
Join date: 3 Feb 2004
Posts: 284
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*hugs*
02-09-2006 09:01
AWWW PEN... enjoy your break... Tho SL will be missing one of its most effervescent and fabulous personalities; Your smile, giggle, blush and all Love you much gurl.. have fun.... enjoy * HUGS* Zarah
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Kendra Bancroft
Rhine Maiden
Join date: 17 Jun 2004
Posts: 5,813
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02-09-2006 09:05
Now THAT's good news Glad you're not leaving, Pen! |
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Dianne Mechanique
Back from the Dead
Join date: 28 Mar 2005
Posts: 2,648
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02-09-2006 09:14
I guess I am the last one to hear you are leaving ... and when I hear it you are already coming back! Good to hear that you unchanged your mind. |
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FlipperPA Peregrine
Magically Delicious!
Join date: 14 Nov 2003
Posts: 3,703
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02-09-2006 10:18
You better not leave us! I'm already starting fundraisers to get you to SLCC2006! 
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Torrid Midnight
Work in progress
Join date: 13 May 2003
Posts: 814
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02-09-2006 10:20
Awww Pen! It was so good to see you the other day, I hope you come back and decide to stay. You'll be missed!!
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Seldon Metropolitan
Zen Taxi Driver
Join date: 20 Jun 2005
Posts: 376
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02-09-2006 10:47
yay! *hugs*
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Juro Kothari
Like a dog on a bone
Join date: 4 Sep 2003
Posts: 4,418
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02-09-2006 10:51
Pendari....
You know you're one of my favorite personalities in SL, even if I don't get to see you enough. SL is not the same w/o you.
Enjoy your vacation and hurry back!
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David Valentino
Nicely Wicked
Join date: 1 Jan 2004
Posts: 2,941
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02-09-2006 11:00
*hugs Pen* Will miss you darlin. Hope everything works out and you get your butt back into when your ready.
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Owner - Perilous Pleasures and Extreme Erotica Gallery
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Rose Karuna
Lizard Doctor
Join date: 5 Jun 2004
Posts: 3,772
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02-09-2006 11:03
/Hugs Pen! Weve only run into each other a couple of times in world and I hope we have more of a chance when you come back in August.
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Zapoteth Zaius
Is back
Join date: 14 Feb 2004
Posts: 5,634
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02-09-2006 11:04
You better stay! DON'T LEAVE ME HERE WITH THESE PEOPLE! Anyway, if you don't come back by VERY EARLY August, we will track you down, and bring you back kicking and screaming to restore order
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Euterpe Roo
The millionth monkey
Join date: 24 Jan 2005
Posts: 1,395
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02-09-2006 12:29
I will keep the mid-bie paddle polished in your absence. If and when you are ready, come back and dole out some spankings---the line is going to be LOOOOOOONG. Take care of yourself. Namaste.
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Ingrid Ingersoll
Archived
Join date: 10 Aug 2004
Posts: 4,601
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02-11-2006 09:48
Nice to hear you're not leaving for good Pen. |
