To My friends...

I wasnt sure if i was going to post anything here, but there are so many people that i havent gotten a chance to see, and thank , that i felt i had to...Today, tuesday,i am starting a long and perilous journey, ive been diagnosed with adult
acute leukemia ...those of you that know me know that i am a fighter, and a pain in the ass< huh Jemma? <smile>>...theres so may people that have touched my life so many to mention, But to wonderful not to, Abby..you always felt like my little sister, we had some good talks, and ill miss that...Jemma, what can i say -you kept me sane for many months now, you were and always will be the best friend ive met in RL or SL, you have a heart as big and warm as any ive met, and i will always cherish the fun we had blowing up SL that day we both got pissed off at the world, you remember that? hehe...Lynn, Siggy, Reve, Misty..all the Immac gang...keep up the great work, i remember when i first moved to the border of immac and Ritch..on "my" beach when there we so few builds, now its thriving..keep it up guys,
Ogma, ill miss our talks, i know i never let on to what was happening, with your busy life, i didnt think you needed it...your the best =]...Eggy...im gonna miss your SNobbish yet intelligent banter <grin>...your truly one of a kind Eggy, you taught me alot, and ill never forget any of it...Zygo, my shining knight<smile> stay well...and dont be scared...
Devlin<soft smile> my elbows will never be the same<hehe> i will miss your forum posts the most, you always made me smile....And to all the folks reading this that i never met...be kind to each other...dont make THIS life as hurtfull as our first, you have a chance to make a world that thrives here, and i want to see that thriving metropolis when i return <smile>...I love you all, and theres a good chance ill be back before you know it <big smile>...those of you that know...Ill miss you so much, ill never forget any of you....ive been writting alot of personal stuff in a journal...this i wrote for Sl.......

Life can change in a moment; in the blink of the eye;
at the darkening of the sky
Maybe thats a good thing;
maybe its a bad
what ever it is you can never go back to what you had;
once there now gone;
almost like the playing of a song;
in your head;
before you know it the cd player goes dead
but just for a moment;
then it goes on;
just like life
small pauses;
longer at bad times;
shorter at good
but thats just life; there is no way tochange
no way to preserve one time you loved
when i think about old times i laugh;
sometimes cry;
wondering my or my
the harder i think the harder i cry
soon i know, much to soon my life will change yet again
like when a paper is written on by a pen
every word changes the paper;
sometimes for the better sometimes for the worst;
sometimes that word is a mistake
sometimes the story is fake
who knows but its always changing
yet you can go back;
use wite out and fix it
in life you cant its as simple as that once you make that mistake you cant go back

love each other always guys.....and keep the place happy for wheni get back always

Maerl Underthorn

Maerl, I miss you already. I dont really know what to say. You're still young, keep up the positive attitude and you'll be back in the game soon
I'll have a snobbish rant waiting for you
*big hug*

Maerl - I don't know you (met you once or twice) but I just had to say your post is the most moving I've seen.
I wish you all the best and keep fighting. Come back soon so I can swap calling cards with ya!

Maerl, we love you sweetie. Keep that positive attitude, get well, and come back to us. We need you. And please hurry, I am already going into elbow withdrawl.

We'll miss you Maerl - until you come back and we can give you a hard time for being gone so long...

Hang in there, kiddo. There's a few thousand of us pulling for you...

=Sinclair

Maerl, here's to wishing you a speedy and full recovery.

This brings to us all a reality check, in the sense of what is really important in RL and SL. Friendship. Humility. Compassion. Respect.

You are part of the fabric of this game and Immaculate, and I for one am happy you are.

We will have more wildlife creatures awaiting your return!!

Your beach will be here waiting for you...love you and miss you...

We'll all be sending you positive healing thoughts Maerl. Thank you for telling us so that we can. Stay strong and positive and then get your butt back here!

We have met but briefly Maerl, but your words have touched me greatly and I wish you all the very best.. *hugs*

Maerl,

I wish you the best with everything and have you in my thoughts. *big hugs* Take care of yourself.

Zana

Maerl, we have only met each other a couple of times, but I want you to know that you will be in my thoughts and I hope that you come back to us really soon.

Alexis

We don't know each other, but I can tell you have a good and strong spirit. Your poem was wonderful as well! I wish you all the best and you will be in my thoughts! *hugs*