To Whom It May Concern,
Well all those who have enjoyed Rivendell and other works, due to the recent events in SL I have decided to leave and reclaim some well deserved sanity. I really don't want or be the cause for Drama in my Life or any others. When I came to SL, I was at the end of a year long illness that almost took my life. I left TSO because of hurt and all the Drama only to find that of course you can never escape it.
So I need a break.. a break from being hurt again. A break from I guess not really ever understanding people you spend long hours with. I need a break to gather my thoughts and decide if after the first of the Year, If I want to be in SL anymore. At the first of the year we may be moving in RL and if that happens, it will certainly help me decide that the end is near for my stay in SL.
So before I leave for a much needed and much wanted escape I need to say a few things to a few people.
To the Folks of DarkWood...Thank you for everything that you have ever wanted for DarkWood and also for what you have done.
To David Cartier..sorry that we had a misunderstanding..I really did enjoy you as a person and all that you have to offer.
To Angel Leviathan..Sorry to have those problems with you back in Mocha..I only wish I had known more about myself then as I do now and hope that you are happy where ever you are.
To Taylor Thompson.. Sorry for the problems we had and if I contributed to any of your unhappiness, I hope that you are happy where ever you are also.
To Gardinya Flora, Sorry for moving your trees and losing one of the best friends I have ever had. You made SL worth staying but now..I may not anymore.
To the PMT Girls, Samantha,Allana and KitKat, thanks for making my Birthday Party so great!!! I really enjoyed it.
To Haney and Nova Linden..Thanks soo much for all the trouble you put up within DarkWood..I respect you both soo much for everything you ever did to help us and get us to for a change be owned soley by DarkWood Folks.
To Anyone else..that my have thought I caused them some form of trouble or pain..but if you look at my ratings..I think I would have a few more negs..I hope you enjoy your SL and find all the passion that I once had for SL dwelling in your hearts.
I never wanted to cause anyone trouble..I only wanted to find a SL home that would help me free myself from the pain that exist in my RL. Now that here too exist that pain, I can't bare to be in SL for the time being.
I will hold the properties I have and finish up what little I have yet to do, but when it is done..I will go..Like the Elves of Tolkien..It may be time to fade away...
May you all who I have met and not yet met find peace and beauty in your lives and realize that dream..I did for awhile and make Rivendell come to SL...but now..that dream has faded..
Peace all..
Soren